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IT WAS HER FANTASY.. TO BE MADE INTO YOUR FANTASY!!

Due to the bad economy BARTER is a GREAT option! Currently especially looking for airline ticket exchange.. southwest rapid rewards or any frequent flyer miles.  Employee discount programs or friends and family offers always appreciated. More examples under BARTER header.

For you ADD'ers who dont do your homework.. she always has claimed her age proudly... SHE IS MID 40's.. AND NOT a model type in the least. Her looks are ordinary.. 7 is kind.. 6 is probably more realistic.. so please do NOT grab for her if looks are your focus. Rejection at her door fee is 1,000 dollars.. so if you believe cruelty to those who offer themselves to you openly and blindly is your entitlement make sure you have that in your wallet when you knock on her door. :) No need to even make excuses... if ya don't like her just place it down and walk out. That hurt to her is worth more certainly but it is unlikely an armored truck would fit in the door with you.

Yep there she goes again.. actually having the audacity to be a ho with feelings AND a voice.

Message to footlongm*** from NYC and all men who really hate women vs enjoying playing consensual sex games with women.. and treat whores accordingly:  She is very sorry that you feel the need to hurt and emotionally attack women.  You are not the only person with a voice sweetie.  She forgives you  and she hopes you heal whatever it is inside you that is hurting.

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Wham em slam em.. make me CREAM and SCREAM! Debauch raunch and defile. Mmmm hmmmm! Roleplay.. fetish.. gangbang.. regular and reverse wake up calls or middle of the night RAVAGING... I want it ALLLL!

ANNUAL DATES:::

Seattle/ Kingston WA : I will be returning to the area every other month or so but will generally only have a small window of availability. Yep making me first PERVY PORNO... but as you woulda guessed.. this aint no typical porno... my debut is as... dun da da.... a GARDENTRACTOR!

Aug 10-Aug 15 Pennsic Debauchery!! So will be doing some Pa dates around then as well. 

Sept 2-6 THE BURN!!! Lemme know if you will be there too!!

Da One Da ONLY 9/11 BANGaTHON for Charity!!

When? Welllll 9/11 of course!! All proceedings go to Seguin Services in Berwyn... and NO I have never told them where the donation is coming OUT of.. I just spread my legs and GIVE GIVE GIVE. LOLOL

This is something I have done ever since 2001. Of course I did not do a fundraiser ON 9/11/2001.. I did my first BangaThon about 2 weeks later and have ever since.

9-11-2001 did teach me something about the healing and magic of sex though. I had 2 appointments set for later that day. After I decided we were not at war and that I shouldnt take my kids out of school, I felt very shaky and I did not in any way feel like "playing". But I had no way to get hold of them and I couldnt just blow them off.. so I went thinking that I would just tell them in person and they would understand. Once I got there it was obvious that they still wanted to play so I let myself fall into the moment with them.. and in doing so I DID want to play..as is usally the case even when I dont feel like it beforehand. It was actually pretty amazing. I realized that even in the face of terror and horror... that you can still find comfort and solace and bliss in connection and in pleasure with another person. It gave me strength and courage and allowed me to face the realities waiting outside that door with a brand new face. It was almost as if the lust transformed some of that darkness of humanity into light right before my very eyes. The universe is such an amazing teacher when we allow her in. After that awakening... I knew that I MUST connect some of the lust sex and magic that I felt with that date for others... bring some of the light to others that I saw in that darkness. >
I love merging the lines of giving and recieving.. of fantasy and reality. This is a perfect example of feeling GOOD about our gift of lust. So cummmm help me feel even BETTER about my NEEDY GREEDY putttycat while also helping others.

Beginnin of Jan 2011 VEGAS around CES AVN and Internext time

HEDO 2 in Jan!! anybody out there going lemme know!! Or okay Desires in Mexico or Hedo in Jamiaca ANYTIME ya wanna TAKE ME.. and take me and take me and take me!!!I tend to boff and boff and boff out there! Including a fave staff guy and a fave waverunner guy! For my 40th I did a total of 42 different partners in one week. YUMMY stufffffs!
 
APRIL ... Earth has survived 40PLUS years of BBDolls RAVENOUS Cunt Need!! Presents presents presents!!  :)
and yes I AM gonna keep my Bday up there JUST BEEEEcause.



CURRENT SCHEDULE:::

ALWAYS CHICAGO area most likely unless otherwise noted. I go to Chicago and surrounding burbs for incall and outcall.. including a standing southside incall.
 
 
Boston... May 24th to 27th :)~

FRESHLY SCREWED!!!!


and since now it is permanent.. I guess I can claim CONTINUOUSLY SCREWED!

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I AM OUT TO CHANGE THE WORLD!!!  ONE COCK.. ONE CUNT AT A TIME!!!!
......................................................................................................................................................... Times they are a changin! The dead girl halloween project was not intended to be a foreshadow to what has recently happened in our community. But.. the beautiful woman who was killed recently has spoken to me and I am hearing her loud and clear. If you are not willing to give me information on your real identity as well as references.. I am not willing to risk my life for you. No exceptions.. and NO just cause you tell me a really juicy hot fantasy and get my cunt all CRAVING.. it is not gonna work anymore. We all owe Cheryl at least this much respect.. that we be careful of ourselves and of each other. ............................................................................................................................................................ 8th Annual HO HO HO HOLES Bang Partay cummin SOON.. details to follow. Probably a Spring Orgy this year! CONTACT me for an INNN INNNINNNNN!!! ...................................................................................................................................................... ViolateMe Day can be everrry day!! But but but no please Mr with that big thick angry stick between your legs.. dont dont put it "rmmmmmmmmmphfffffffff" oh oh drool droool droool, I cant possibly take it alllllllllll the way down Mister... "guuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgle sploooosh".. no no please Mister now dont push me down on the bed and yank my legs up on your shoulders oh so high and put it "oooooooooooooo.... no no really I dont... oooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooo ooooooooooooo...I mean I can't.. ummmmm.. welll... arghhhhhhhhhhhs.. okay okay okay...ya.. I mean ummmm... mmmmmmmmmmmm deeper deeeeeper.. yessss.. alll the way in.. please more more more PLEASE I NEED MORE!!! oooooooooo yessssssssss way down deep and HARD just like that... ooooo yesssssssssssss".. no no please Mister okay you had your fun... please dont bend me over the bed and stick it .. no really Mister it is too tight it will hurt... "yeowchhhhhhhhhh yeowwwwwwww yeo ye... hrmmmmmmmmmm hrmmmmmmmmmmm frick frick frick okay okay okay okkkkkkay I like it I like it.. dont your DARE stop!!!!!" Yep like I said... ViolateMe Day... wanna??? please please please? neeeeeeeeeeeeeedy girl here as usual!! references required BANG BANG BANG on the doll BABAY!

Before you enter her world she requests your attention for just a moment.  As of recent there have been a few she has served who do not understand the concept of respect... and she is NOT speaking of that wonderful rough wild crazed erotic place of freedom.. of hair pulling and name calling and allowing her to wallow at your feet.  Oh how she LOVES to serve those that can go to that animal primal place of neanderthal BUT BUT BUT do NOT reside there FULLTIME 24/7!! and  that have many other sides to their spectrum as well.  She would avoid those that are ONLY shallow and mean spirited and live constantly in neanderthal mode.   She has never portrayed herself in any manner that was not authentic but some obviously do not take the time to actually really look at how she is displaying herself. She is laying out her sex before you.. taking off the clothes of her mind, spreading her cunt wide open cerebrally and letting you look.. even stare.. into who she is.   So now.. let her say it as clearly and slowly and simply as she can so those of you out there that are looking for something she cannot give can understand. She is not 20.. not 30.. she is in her 40's... and yes has 40 wonderful years of the experience of life.  She is not ashamed of that, in fact relishes all that life has shown her..but wishes to be clear.. so that if what you seek is a 30 year old physical presence then please look no further her way.  If indeed appearance IS your focus and depth is of no consequence.. she does NOT wish you to call to her.  She would describe her shell as normal... not stunning or beautiful but nice enough to be used by many...and many.. and many many many!!  :).. girl next door if you will.  If you find it acceptable in your possibility of behavior to have intimacy with a creature who only wishes to serve and please you.. and then imply disappointment ..or attack or criticize her appearance.. or be rude or just plain mean..  after the fact.. then please please PLEASE she has no desire of your negative energy sullying her place of joy in her need to serve.   It is her intention to love beyond the shell.. beyond yours and beyond hers.. into a deeper more magical place.  Not everybody has the ability or need  to look there and if you dont .. she requests you move your gaze elsewhere to where it will be better suited..but if you DO have that need .. and have heard her here .. please cum in now.. and let her spirit move to where it needs to be.. wrapped around nestling at your cock.

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Once upon a time there was a woman who craved to be used for other men and/or women's
fantasies. She derived great pleasure in opening up their minds and
imaginations to forbidden secret fantasies as well as being opened by them.
She had a taste for the bizarre and delighted in the freedoms her uninhibited ways
gave to others around her.

SAFETY SAFETY SAFETY: Her boundaries were primarily limited to safety issues, and
she only served those who wished to keep her safe and healthy... so they could continue
to use her many many times in the future. In this she required knowledge of them either
by others who had served them or by other means.

LANGUAGES: She was fluent in asian but only spoke it with those who had the cleanest
purest accent. She also spoke french with no need of a translator but she never finished
anything in this language, in fact sometimes she had to wipe her face
from embarrasment after she spoke it. She was fluent in greek as well but it did require an additional glossary of 100 pages to her reading, and spoke it
roughly, almost barbarically, and insisted on a translator always present to
protect her. She was fluent in a few languages some men had never even
considered... such as puppetry but alas once again required an additional glossary of 100 pages and a translator. She also
whispered and sang occasionally in the sweet flowing sounds of yellow with a 100 page glossary..
and occasionally  of red .. or brown.. or  in rainbows
...but only if they were prerequested and the glossary would need to be discussed.

ROLEPLAY: She was the full spectrum of a woman... vulnerable needy naughty little girl
needing guidance and discipline, ravenous greedy bytch in heat, insatiable dirty nasty
whore, screaming writhing out of control beast, and also creative intelligent articulate
companion. She enjoyed very much being used and played with like a toy in all these
forms by the ones she served.. individuals or couples or small groups..she was at their
disposal afterall.. and sometimes they would buy her very specific things for her to
wear so that she would be the perfect object and doll for their imaginations.

WHERE: She sometimes traveled to those who beckoned her ..as long as it was relatively
close to her own dwelling.. and even farther if their need and generosity was
irresistable to her.. she also would invite them to come to visit her in a few
different locations... sometimes in the big very very wild and windy city she lived
near.. and sometimes in the nearby place of towering Oaks and babbling Brooks.

APPRECIATION: She was very rare in that she was so at peace with her need to be
used and to please others in order to find her own pleasure.. and often her own
pleasure was a gift to them as much as theirs was to her..and this made her
valuable to those she served.
 
READING: When she came to entertain those she served she would bring a manuscript to read for their enjoyment. She would lay the manuscript out when they first entered the room.. so they could see what cerebral delights they would be embracing in from the words.  She would not ask for the reading to commence.. but she would wait for them to silently nod an acknowledgement of  the manuscript before she would begin her reading.  In the first written contact with her they would tell her which manuscript thrilled and called to them.   If they wished her to read for an hour she brought out a manuscript of 450 pages.  Greek with his flesh or finger or toy..fetish/..rough involving slapping or spitting or bondage etc..strap on..roleplay..asian.. golden required an additional glossary of 100 pages. Wake up call was an additional glossary of 50 pages.  Puppetry was also an additional 100 pages above and beyond and she could not guarantee more than an attempt as it was VERY intense for her and hands were very different sizewise as well as her body was more pliable on certain days than others.  Anything more unusual or more extreme needed to be negotiated.  She was open and willing to most things as long as they did not involve harm or marking.  She requested this interest be told to her by e-mail AHEAD of time and the glossary be placed in a seperate envelope and laid out on the table next to the envelope with her other manuscript inside it.  She asked that they please respect her time and her schedule by keeping track of the time as she did not enjoy being the one who had to disengage.. she wanted to serve them FULLY and did not believe that HER closing the book would allow that... she begged and pleaded that closing the book would be timely and respectfully done by those she worshipped.  If they did read longer than they had anticipated.. she expected them at the end to acknowledge the longer manuscript... not to be requested by her.. simply to be done by them.   If they found her words pleasing and wished her to read a little
longer she would take out one of 700 pages that took a hour and a half to
read... but some of those wanted more of her... as she always wanted more of them...
and would ask her to read for 2 hours... and for that she would bring a work of 800
pages.   Some were more like her... never satisifed.. always wanting more of her
focus and desire and attention... for them she would bring extra copies of 350 pages
each over and above the first 2 hour readings.  She only asked that they honored her devotion to them by requesting the
appropriate manuscript for the reading they wished.. and for the manuscript they did
in fact end up reading. 
 
LONGER READINGS and TRAVEL : 
She also was known to love to be brought to men to serve them specifically.  She loved the feeling of being "sent for".. and she was a tad saddened that she could not be sent parcel post.  Or... hmmmm.. could she?  :)  But alas.. since she did not know of a way.  The manuscripts she describes here are for generally straightforward readings... for unusual desires  and fantasies.. which of course she also DOES encourage..please contact her directly.
For travel she did require at minimum.. all expenses plus a 4 hour reading of 1500 pages if the location was near  to her.  AND.. yes.. it was required that she was FED if her service went over 4 hours... well ummm errrr.. unless of course there was some yummy scene going on about slavery and starvation.. but that would need to be NEGOTIATED. YUM YUM THROB THROB!!  A 6 hour reading included 2100 pages.. 8 hour reading 2600.  For longer travel she required a minimum reading of 12 hours of 3300 pages.   24 was 5000 hoping to cuddle up in his arms and sleep for part of that reading however.  If she was not allowed to sleep.. then.. she asked that the one she served was ready for some FORCED action when she got grumpy and needed to have something SHOVED in her mouth to shut her UP!   Also noted for the moment of waking her up.. best to do it hard and quickly so that she was made SMALL and LUSTY as soon as possible!  HEAD MY ADVICE on this! LOL 
 
 
She certainly was also available to be used on longer trips.. especially to exotic places where she could be kept NEKKID if possible. hint hint hint!   Sometimes being  brought along on a business trip and kept in the closet and simply "available" to be pulled out at any time that suited them was her plight.  It was not hers to choose.. not that she would not relay her preference if given the chance.  Preference being once again... exotic places where she could be kept NEKKID!  LOL  :) Other places did intrigue her as well.  She did have this one fantasy of being kept in a seperate room on a cruise to just be "ready" whenever she was called for... or having to wear a beeper with a timeframe of 10 minutes to get BACK to her room and naked and bent over just WAITING.   Or  or or or of course.. there is her ULTIMATE fantasy... of being taken on a safari in Africa and LITERALLY being taken into the lion's den so to speak... or among the gorillas.  Hmmm.. wonder what would happen if she was being done by a man IN a gorilla suit in FRONT of gorillas??? HMMMMM??? :)   Now she had titillated herself once AGAIN and is .. I mean umm.. WAS... gonna have to go enjoy all these visions spinnin around in the center of her universe.. that being her BIG head between her legs!! :) :) :)
Contact her directly for  these longer travel arrangements.
 
READING READ IN SYBIAN: She sometimes brought a very special manuscript, read in the most passionate modern language of sybian.  It was a very gutteral and primal language.  This manuscript took a little longer than most others and required a 2 hour reading of 850 pages, plus any glossaries as necessary as noted above... the  additional greek glossary of 100 pages was required to play with the sybian in that manner.
 
 
 

 

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The Shell You Have to Create Upon:
Firstofall please make a note that I am a GROWN woman.. I am NOT a BarbieDoll Model Type.. altho a BLOW up doll type yes indeedy!!

MID 40's! and I EARNED every one of them years too!! woooooooperoooni!!
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